actually today

the 1st entry was for sept 21 not today. today wasn't much more interesting i didn't go to school cuz i had to go to the doctor to see if i had pink eye.i went and i don't guess i did or if i did i didn't have it that bad i swear i'm going to o.d on all the medication they have me on i'm taking naproxen for my tendonitits then eye drops for the pink eye, allergy medicine,flonase,and then amoxicillan for something else. but besides going to the doc that's about it i had another weird dream about me and my ex we were at a castle and we got back together i wish...!!!! that's not going to be happening for awhile. but it might sometime.well guess i'll leave ya'll with some quotes!

• I scream your name as you stare at me, but somehow you have fallen for her, i wish i had it in me... enough to take you back.
• I want to hate you so bad but the truth is i'd take you back in a heartbeat.
• i can't sleep at night, i close my eyes but i can still see you, i try to hide but the more i cry the more i need to feel you. i can't escape the pain but i don't want it to ever go away because then i'll know your gone.
• you could never speak to me again and i will still be here to listen, you could have your heart broken and i will be your shoulder to cry on like i promised, you could forget everthing and we could both walk away but i will always care.
• how long must i go through this pain until you realize i'm all you'll ever need
• don't forget me cuz i won't forget you and the times we had together, makes me regret we're through
• as i walked i turned my back on everything i thought i had, soon to relize it was just an illusion somehow caused by all the confusion
• you gotta hurt in order to know, fall in order to grow,loose in order to gain,cuz most of life's lesson's are learnt in pain.
• sometimes i wish i could go back, not to change what i did in the past but to be near you one last time.
• she says don't worry as she fights back the tears one last time.
• you will never know true pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love and they look away.

well gotta go